Friday, January 30, 2015

The Snow that Lands Like a Kiss: Thoughts on a Friday Afternoon

One Train May Hide Another
By Kenneth Koch

In a poem, one line may hide another line, 
As at a crossing, one train may hide another train.
That is, if you are waiting to cross
The tracks, wait to do it for one moment at
Least after the first train is gone. And so when you read
Wait until you have read the next line--
Then it is safe to go on reading.
In a family one sister may conceal another, 
So, when you are courting, it's best to have them all in view
Otherwise in coming to find one you may love another.
One father or one brother may hide the man,
If you are a woman, whom you have been waiting to love.
So always standing in front of something the other
As words stand in front of objects, feelings, and ideas.
One wish may hide another. And one person's reputation may hide
The reputation of another. One dog may conceal another
On a lawn, so if you escape the first one you're not necessarily safe;
One lilac may hide another and then a lot of lilacs and on the Appia Antica 
     one tomb
May hide a number of other tombs. In love, one reproach may hide 
     another,
One small complaint may hide a great one.
One injustice may hide another--one colonial may hide another,
One blaring red uniform another, and another, a whole column. One bath 
     may hide another bath
As when, after bathing, one walks out into the rain.
One idea may hide another: Life is simple
Hide Life is incredibly complex, as in the prose of Gertrude Stein
One sentence hides another and is another as well. And in the laboratory
One invention may hide another invention,
One evening may hide another, one shadow, a nest of shadows.
One dark red, or one blue, or one purple--this is a painting
By someone after Matisse. One waits at the tracks until they pass,
These hidden doubles or, sometimes, likenesses. One identical twin
May hide the other. And there may be even more in there! The 
     obstetrician
Gazes at the Valley of the Var. We used to live there, my wife and I, but
One life hid another life. And now she is gone and I am here. 
A vivacious mother hides a gawky daughter. The daughter hides
Her own vivacious daughter in turn. They are in 
A railway station and the daughter is holding a bag
Bigger than her mother's bag and successfully hides it.
In offering to pick up the daughter's bag one finds oneself confronted by 
     the mother's
And has to carry that one, too. So one hitchhiker
May deliberately hide another and one cup of coffee
Another, too, until one is over-excited. One love may hide another love or 
     the same love
As when "I love you" suddenly rings false and one discovers
The better love fingering behind, as when "I'm full of doubts" 
Hides "I'm certain about something and it is that"
And one dream may hide another as is well known, always, too. In the 
     Garden of Eden
Adam and Eve may hide the real Adam and Eve. 
Jerusalem may hide another Jerusalem.
When you come to something, stop to let it pass
So you can see what else is there. At home, no matter where, 
Internal tracks pose dangers, too: one memory
Certainly hides another, that being what memory is all about, 
The eternal reverse succession of contemplated entities. Reading 
     A Sentimental Journey look around
When you have finished, for Tristam Shandy, to see
If it is standing there, it should be, stronger
And more profound and theretofore hidden as Santa Maria Maggiore
May be hidden by similar churches inside Rome. One sidewalk
May hide another, as when you're asleep there, and 
One song hide another song; a pounding upstairs
Hide the beating of drums. One friend may hide another, you sit at the 
     foot of a tree
With one and when you get up to leave there is another
Whom you'd have preferred to talk to all along. One teacher, 
One doctor, one ecstasy, one illness, one woman, one man
May hide another. Pause to let the first one pass.
You think, Now it is safe to cross and you are hit by the next one. It can be 
     important
To have waited at least a moment to see what was already there.
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Yesterday I walked Talik home in the dark, just the two of us on a snowy sidewalk. He admitted he was glad I was there. 

"I was worried I was gonna git snatched."

I was glad I was there, too.

Glad of his talk, glad of his child-mind doing its best to comprehend God. 

"God is always with us," I said, "and He takes care of us even when we feel alone." I told him that's why I wasn't afraid of walking back by myself in the dark.

He replied, "Maybe He won't always be there, though. Maybe He'll have to leave for a minute to get a drink." Eager, persuasive.

I assured him that God is bigger than us--He doesn't need to eat or drink. 

"You never know. He prob'ly gits tired from watchin' us all the time..."

I'm glad You don't get tired.
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Learning with children is vast and intimate and inexpressible. There is depth in those moments, moments when one humanity touches another, when you look at them and see eyes like lit windows, shades cracked open enough for you to see inside.
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Lines for Winter
BY MARK STRAND

Tell yourself 
as it gets cold and gray falls from the air
that you will go on
walking, hearing 
the same tune no matter where 
you find yourself--
inside the dome of dark
or under the cracking white
of the moon's gaze in a valley of snow.
Tonight as it gets cold
tell yourself 
what you know which is nothing
but the tune your bones play
as you keep going. And you will be able 
for once to lie down under the small fire
of winter stars. 
And if it happens that you cannot
go on or turn back
and you find yourself
where you will be at the end, 
tell yourself
in that final flowing of cold through your limbs
that you love where you are.

2 comments:

  1. Where do you find these poems? Keep them coming. I would otherwise never encounter them.

    I had a dream a few nights ago about you walking that little boy home.

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  2. Those two poems were a couple that Michael T. had forwarded to me. I believe he gets some sort of Poem of the Day email, and he thought those were worth sharing. :) I really enjoyed them both, and they seemed fitting.

    I like that little boy.

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